Stuck

So it's been a long time since I last posted. Nothing really to post about. I'm back in the AK.

Love being home. Seeing my friends and family. I'm staying at home. That was only supposed to be a temporary thing. But now it feels like I'll be here forever.

The plan was to come home, sign up for some classes at UAA, get a job, live at home for a month or so till I has the money to get a place, then move out. But it's not going the way I planned. Surprise, surprise.

I feel like I'm stuck in a rut and can't get out.

While I was in Utah, I had a steady job, yes it was not ideal, but it payed the bills. I was able to be self suffcient for the most part. I was able to pay my own bills and live my own life. Now being at home I feel like I've lost that freedom. I'm back to square one.

I've really been trying to be positive about the whole thing. It takes patience. Something I seem to be lacking lately. I'm trying though.

I've taken over my friend's paper rout for a couple months until she gets back from vacation. So I'll have that income. I'm also working at the fair again. So little odd jobs here and there. And soon, I'll have my freedom back.